Raisa - Apalah (Arti Menunggu)

telah lama aku bertahan
demi cinta wujudkan sebuah harapan
namun ku rasa cukup ku menunggu
semua rasa tlah hilang

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi

namun ku rasa cukup ku menunggu
semua rasa tlah hilang

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi

dahulu kaulah segalanya
dahulu hanya dirimu yang ada di hatiku
namun sekarang aku mengerti
tak perlu ku menunggu sebuah cinta yang sama

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu
bila kamu tak cinta lagi

sekarang aku tersadar
cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
apalah arti aku menunggu

bila kamu tak cinta lagi...

but I don't want to be too hypocritical. yes.. I'm still hoping that he would come to me. and yup.. he greet me, maybe almost on the right time. and that was the sweetest greet for that time :)

is it ...."hate that I love you" ?

The Returns

Yup. He's back♥ and today is September 5th, so...

Yipieee! Thank God, I'm full of Yeaayness. I LOVE YOU, both =* (re: God and him)

memaksa ngepost.

Assalamualaikum, (yang baca wajib jawab loh :p)

Seperti yang dapat dilihat di judul, ini adalah post paksaan. Haha kejam banget ya, enggaaa abisnya mau ngepost tapi bingung kan bete >.< tapi yang jelas dari yang terjelas saya sedang sakit #srooott #pengenbangetdiGWSin? HEHEHEHEHEHEH :-(

Btw everybody shud watch out when a girls jealous, bcs she can do the wildest thing like screwing your face up. OK bitch? hehe just saying :)

Hidup kadang bisa diibaratkan sebagai air yang tenang. Tenang, bebas...

Tapi terkadang kita gak sadar, kalo di balik air yang tenang itu, ada ombak besar yang siap menghancurkan ketenangan air itu.

Tapi, kalo diibaratkan. Mungkin sekarang.. gue seperti gambar di bawah ini

Sepi ya. Bingung. Yang ada cuma terus ikutin jalan, sampai akhirnya nemuin jalan keluarnya, tanpa tau kapan. Cuma ikutin jalan... walaupun dibalik itu gue punya tujuan. hehe suer loh aku bingung banget.... sepiiii :'(

Tapi air yang tenang tetap punya hal yang terbaik....

Yaitu saat dia bersama teriknya sinar matahari

dan ada orang-orang yang bisa menikmatinya

Terlebih saat kita sendiri yang bisa menikmatinya LOL B-) :-P

Yea i'm on my way to get my "SUN" shines back :-)

*don't ask me why I chose beach, you'll not have any idea how much I love beach :-p*

Adeya! (re:adera) *love struck*

When he seems totally perfect in my eyes and on that time, I met him...

HUAHAHHAHAHAH superlebay. Tapi bener! lagi seneng-senengnya sama Adera, tanpa disangka bisa ketemu langsung, its like... GOSH<3<3

Aren't we look cute? :-p

you forget to teach me how to live without you..

I NEED YOU.

its hard to live without you here by my side. i want to talk to u like we used to do. but.. i dont even know how to talk with you now, to tell all of these thing. i want you to know, but im like....

................................................................. :'(

It's the time.. & I, Love, you :)

Hello. For the top of the all, you're "the first man", Blog. Hahaha I really miss ya... (?) umm can I start to tell sumtin here? is it okay?

Ok. So... what I want to tell is this, "we" are not longer in relationship :)

its the time when im really crying. I dont want, but its fall from itself and it started to touch my cheek then going down to my lips. It had a sound HAHAHHA. Now, I'm only have a Thanks and Sorry, for EVERYTHING. Everything I've made, everything we've gone through, everything that ever happened in our relationship... it's just EVERY-THING :)

We've been together for 1 years and 12 days. 12 months and 12 days. 377 days. and 9048 hours. It's not a short time to be together, nooooo it really wasnnnnt!!! and it's proved that.. we're strong :D :D

now... I'm apologizing for the mistake(s) that I've made. I'M STOOOOPID. and I promise to you... I wud fix it all, ALLLLL OF THIIIIIISSS. I dont want to be a stupid girl for the second time, for you. Sorry for the pain, I'll pay all of it. and it's also mean, thankyou for your patience. I payed all of it with my heart :):):)

Agum.....

Thankyou for everything.. I can't stop telling this words. I never really talked to you about everything, ryt? and I'm never talked fluently & clearly like I wrote everything in here when I talked to you, ryt? hummm i'm sorry, I don't even remember since when I can't really talk to someone, even it was you. Yap, I can't...... I CAN'T, hate to say it but it's the fact. Sorry :( So, bcs of it I wrote this thing... I want you to know, what I never tell to you. what I really want you to know.

Gum.. U make me feel special. I'm special, u're special, we're... Special :)

I dont know what I want to say now.. as I've told before that I have no things to say anymore, I'm only have Thanks and Sorry:')

So... duuuuh Gum! I hope it's the best way for us. I hope we both can be a better person. It's not the end, it's the start of sumtin new. Don't be afraid, I always with you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, with all of my heart in it. XOXO ({}) ♥♥♥♥♥ :'}

5 June 2010♥

5 June in 2011♥

Hoaaahm...

WUTS UP GUYYYSSSZZZ?!?!??!?!?!?!?! DID YA MISS ME?? :D:D:D:D haha. Long time to not posting ryt? hmm and hell yeah there are so many story that I hv to tell, or maybe not all of 'em, I just want to tell u some of it. So, let's begin!;)

Yang pertama (pindah-pindah bahasa; hmm yunomisowell lah :p)

Barrrrruuuuuuu aja nih kejadian kemarin. Tepatnya tanggal 10 Juni, hari Jumat. Gue dikasih surprise sama mv... kok bisa? Iyalah tanggal 5 juni kemarin, gue ulang taon getoh! Huahahahahahahaha ok jejeeeee' bgt. Tapi bener hehe baru aja aku ultah kiukiu 16 thn loh. Wishesnyaaaaa... banyakkk, tapi semoga apa yang gue inginkan akan dikabulkan oleh Allah swt, dan menjadi pribadi yang semakin baik baik baik dan juga masuk IPA! Amin. Let's see what they've did to me :"

Ya begitulah betapa baik dan sekaligus kejamnya mereka. Big thanks for My Marvvinnite and some of Genoven whos in there. You've know it guys, that I always have a big heart for you all. And also thanks for this guy... Agum hehe. Omong-omong Agum, selain tanggal 5 kemarin gue ulang tahun, gue juga setahunan sama anak ininih!!!!!! ahahahaha♥

Gue tetep dapet countdown loh dari dia pas udah mau tanggal 5. Sooo.. terimakasih gum untuk setahun ini, 1 tahun penuh kesabaran. Walaupun banyak kenyataan yang nyatanya membuat kita kadang pantas untuk menyerah ya but u've prove it, u still beside me untill now :')

Anugerah Gumelar Adityana

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